This was my 3rd time at this event, and could have been my third Seven (yes the Blue buckle I know). But instead I chose to do FIVE this year, and it was so liberating to make that decision. Gone was the pressure I usually put on myself, the expectation, the knowing I was underdone in my training and also knowing that I just couldn't muster the required amount of courage, grit and time in the hurt locker that would be required to go the full distance of SEVEN.
That is why this event is so good, you have choices about your participation and whether you do the community ride, 3 5 or 7 it all feels like an accomplishment.
Five was still a significant challenge, but one that I was able to actually enjoy, with the unintended outcome of actually doing pretty well. 6th female overall for FIVE.
It still took me to the limit of my training, but without having to dip into the very costly Grit bank, where I had little reserve. I just didn't have it this time.
In 2022 I had qualified for the UCI World Championships at SEVEN, and went to Italy to compete, coming home with a rainbow jersey.
That whole campaign had been gruelling, the training, the travel and logistics, the event and getting caught up in a crash early in the race. I knew that my age group had diminished to a point where I just had to finish the remaining 115kms with an elbow that later required 16 stitches and plastic surgery.
I wore that well earnt rainbow jersey out on the FIVE course this year, not to show it or me off, rather to show others that anything is possible and often it's a matter (in life and on a bike) of just keeping going.
I rode happily, I chatted, I walked a couple of times, had an off in the mud into barbed wire, where a fellow rider stopped, helped me out of the barbed wire, and we both laughed about how "elegant" the fall was.
At the top of Brockman, my much needed prescription glasses were covered in mud, forcing me to stop at the aid station where a volunteer carefully cleaned them on his own shirt, gently wiped my face and put my glasses back on. I was so grateful, a tear rolled from my eye, the one I could actually now see out of.
By doing Five I actually got to be in front of the elite SEVEN field. It was such a thrill as they called and passed with speedy care, twice actually speaking to me, with one of the men in the front group actually saying, "Looking Strong there Mate"
My day was complete.
Thanks SEVEN, coach Toby Brown, and Escape CC. (Pic Daniela Tommasi)